My life has been hijacked

Yup that is exactly how I feel. I have so much work to do and all I end up doing is reading business forum, checking blogs of other MBA applicants,and refreshing my email page every nanosecond just to see if there was mail. And after I am done with this daily routine of checking on the status, I sit down and frek.

My annual review is due in a week and I haven't written a word. I am supposed to send thank you to everybody who showed up to our wedding. And then in between all this I also have to work hard this year to make up for all the time I devoted away from my work and into my application process. I am also trying to go the gym regularly. But all I seem to do these days is wait for the results.

Well its really not the end of the world if I don't get in. Or thats what I want to believe. I mean I have applied to two schools this year and if I don't get it may be its actually good for me. I get to apply to WHS next year and may be do some more community work. It sounds good but I am not convinced. I want to go this year......