I thought I was over it

Day before yesterday when I heard the Kellogg result, I was really disappointed. I kept trying to figure out what might have gone wrong. Probably my essays were not convincing enough coz my interview went well. May be it was my dumb ass recommender who forgot to edit his reco before he submitted it. But later at night after one huge loaf of meat and overdose of candy, I was feeling better.

I woke up yesterday all determined to not let one failure bog me down. I have seen worse days than this and frankly no one can stop me from getting MBA and becoming successful. I even managed to hit the gym yesterday night and got a good workout ( it helps to listen to Metallica when you are pissed off with the world and want to take it out).

But now I am back to square one. I am waiting for a call from Michigan. And can;t help but contemplate all the what ifs. I guess the human mind just needs an excuse to wander. I have a good feeling about Michigan but the wait is killing me.